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| あ |
、 |
かわいくない |
と |
0点 |
です |
| a |
, |
kawaiku nai |
to |
zero-ten |
desu |
| AhJ |
|
not cuteJ |
andJ |
zero scoreJ |
isJ |
J |
| Ah, if you’re not cute, you’re worth zero |
| こんな |
世界 |
ブス |
すぎる |
| konna |
sekai |
busu |
sugiru |
| this kindJ |
worldJ |
uglyJ |
too muchJ |
J |
| This world is just too ugly to bear |
| それでも |
終わらせる |
の |
は |
|
NG |
みたいなんです |
| soredemo |
owaraseru |
no |
wa |
|
|
mitai nan desu |
| and yetJ |
to endJ |
J |
J |
|
not goodJ |
it seems likeJ |
J |
| But it seems ending it all is still off-limits |
|
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|
|
| できるだけ |
透明 |
に |
なって |
| dekiru dake |
toumei |
ni |
natte |
| as much as possibleJ |
invisibleJ |
toJ |
becomingJ |
J |
| I try to be as transparent as I can |
| でも |
見つけられない |
の |
は |
嫌だ |
| demo |
mitsukerarenai |
no |
wa |
iya da |
| stillJ |
cannot be foundJ |
J |
J |
I hate itJ |
J |
| Yet I hate it if no one ever finds me |
| 「どんな君でも」 |
なんて |
よく |
聞く |
けれど |
| 'donna kimi demo' |
| 'any version of you'J |
(dismissive)J |
oftenJ |
hearJ |
howeverJ |
J |
| “You’re fine the way you are”. I’ve heard that line before |
| … |
あれ |
、 |
聞いたことない |
わ |
|
are |
|
kiita koto nai |
wa |
|
Huh?J |
|
never heard thatJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| …Or maybe I never really have |
|
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|
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| あの子 |
の |
真似して |
髪 |
切って |
| ano ko |
no |
mane shite |
kami |
kitte |
| that girlJ |
'sJ |
copyingJ |
hairJ |
cutJ |
J |
| Cut my hair to copy her style |
| あの子 |
と |
同じ |
リップ |
塗って |
| ano ko |
to |
onaji |
rippu |
nutte |
| that girlJ |
alsoJ |
sameJ |
lip(stick)J |
puttingJ |
J |
| Painted my lips the same shade she wears |
| なりたい自分 |
なんて |
もん |
は |
|
お前ら |
が |
捨てた |
| naritai jibun |
nante |
mon |
wa |
|
omaera |
ga |
suteta |
| the one I want to beJ |
thatJ |
thingJ |
J |
|
all of youJ |
J |
threw awayJ |
J |
| That “self I want to be”? You all threw it away |
| みんな |
好きな |
"あの子" |
は |
今日 |
も |
| minna |
suki na |
"ano ko" |
wa |
kyou |
mo |
| everybodyJ |
favouriteJ |
"that girl"J |
J |
todayJ |
tooJ |
J |
| The girl everyone loves is once again |
| 同担 |
拒否 |
ミュート |
祭り |
| doutan |
kyohi |
myuuto |
matsuri |
| same-fandomJ |
rejectionJ |
muttingJ |
festivalJ |
J |
| Muting, blocking, shutting others out |
| なんで？ |
泣いてないで |
なんか |
言って |
| nande? |
naitenai de |
nanka |
itte |
| why?J |
don't cryJ |
somethingJ |
sayJ |
J |
| Why? Don’t just cry say something |
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| 不完全 |
な |
世界 |
|
完全 |
な |
依存 |
| fukanzen |
na |
sekai |
|
kanzen |
na |
izon |
| imperfectJ |
J |
worldJ |
|
perfectJ |
J |
addictionJ |
J |
| An imperfect world, a perfect dependence |
| 泥まみれ |
で |
生きていたい |
わ |
| doro manire |
de |
ikiteitai |
wa |
| covered in mubJ |
J |
I want to liveJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I want to live, even if I’m covered in mud |
| それ |
を |
綺麗 |
だ |
と |
笑って |
|
その手 |
で |
撫でて |
| sore |
o |
kirei |
da |
to |
waratte |
|
sono te |
de |
nadete |
| thatJ |
J |
pretryJ |
isJ |
atJ |
laughJ |
|
that wayJ |
J |
caressJ |
J |
| Laugh at it, call it beautiful, and stroke me with those hands |
| 不完全 |
な |
世界 |
|
感染した |
理想 |
| fukanzen |
na |
sekai |
|
kansen shita |
risou |
| imperfectJ |
J |
worldJ |
|
infectedJ |
idealJ |
J |
| An imperfect world, a contagious ideal |
| 治せない |
から |
もうこれでいい |
わ |
| naosenai |
kara |
mou kore de ii |
wa |
| incurableJ |
sinceJ |
so this is fineJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| It can’t be cured, so I’ll just leave it this way |
| まだまだ |
ずっと |
先 |
の |
未来 |
なんて |
想像 |
も |
したくない |
| madamada |
zutto |
saki |
no |
mirai |
nante |
souzou |
mo |
shitakunai |
| stillJ |
far awayJ |
aheadJ |
'sJ |
futureJ |
such asJ |
imagineJ |
evenJ |
don't want toJ |
J |
| I don’t even want to imagine some distant future ahead |
|
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|
| もう |
5秒後 |
に |
スキップしたい |
| mou |
go-byou go |
ni |
sukippu shitai |
| alreadyJ |
5 seconds laterJ |
J |
I want to skipJ |
J |
| I wish I could skip ahead five seconds |
| それで |
1日 |
終わって |
も |
| sore de |
ichinichi |
owatte |
mo |
| evenJ |
the dayJ |
endsJ |
ifJ |
J |
| Even if that means losing the whole day |
| みんな |
そんなもん |
だ |
からって |
諦められる |
よ |
| minna |
sonna mon |
da |
kara tte |
akiramerareru |
yo |
| everyoneJ |
like thatJ |
isJ |
even soJ |
I can give upJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I could just give up, thinking everyone’s the same anyway |
|
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| できるだけ |
透明 |
に |
なって |
| dekiru dake |
toumei |
ni |
natte |
| as much as possibleJ |
invisibleJ |
toJ |
becomingJ |
J |
| I try to be as transparent as I can |
| 変わり映えない |
明日 |
を |
見た |
| kawaribaenai |
ashita |
o |
mita |
| unchangingJ |
tomorrowJ |
J |
sawJ |
J |
| But tomorrow looks no different than today |
| 「 |
どんな |
僕 |
でも |
」 |
なんて |
笑わせないで |
| 「 |
donna |
boku |
demo |
」 |
nante |
warawasenaide |
| ' |
what kindJ |
IJ |
no matterJ |
' |
whatJ |
don't make me laughJ |
J |
| “Love me as I am”? Don’t make me laugh |
| 3日 |
で |
忘れる |
わ |
| mikka |
de |
wasureru |
wa |
| 3 daysJ |
inJ |
to forgetJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I’ll forget it in three days |
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| 四角 |
に |
しか |
切り取れない |
よ |
| shikaku |
ni |
shikaku |
kiritoenai |
yo |
| squareJ |
inJ |
nothing butJ |
cannot be cut outJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| All I see are cropped-out squares |
| 空 |
の |
色 |
も |
覚えてないし |
| sora |
no |
iro |
mo |
oboetenaishi |
| skyJ |
'sJ |
colourJ |
evenJ |
not rememberJ |
J |
| I don’t even remember the color of the sky |
| 全然 |
窮屈 |
じゃない |
よ |
って |
思い込ませて |
| zenzen |
kyuukutsu |
ja nai |
yo |
tte |
omoikomasete |
| at allJ |
crampedJ |
is notJ |
J |
evenJ |
make me thinkJ |
J |
| Telling myself this box isn’t suffocating |
| みんな |
の |
好きな |
"あの子" |
なんて |
| minna |
no |
suki na |
"ano ko" |
nante |
| everyoneJ |
'sJ |
favoriteJ |
"that girl"J |
J |
J |
| That “perfect girl” everyone adores |
| 1人 |
も |
存在しない |
| hitori |
mo |
sonzai shinai |
| one personJ |
evenJ |
doesn't existJ |
J |
| She doesn’t exist at all |
| でも |
いないといないで |
不安でしょうがなくて |
| demo |
inai to inai de |
fuan de shou ga nakute |
| butJ |
when not thereJ |
can't help but feel anxiousJ |
J |
| But if she didn’t, I’d feel unbearably uneasy |
|
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|
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| 不安定 |
だ |
世界 |
|
制限されてる |
| fuantei |
da |
sekai |
|
seigen sareteru |
| unstableJ |
isJ |
the worldJ |
|
is being restrictedJ |
J |
| Unstable world, bound by limits |
| 借り物 |
の |
顔 |
じゃ |
生きていけない |
わ |
| karimono |
no |
kao |
ja |
ikite ikenai |
wa |
| borrowedJ |
'sJ |
faceJ |
withJ |
could not liveJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I can’t live with a borrowed face |
| " |
どれも |
綺麗 |
だ |
" |
と |
歌っている |
くせに |
変ね |
| " |
dore mo |
kirei |
da |
" |
to |
utatteiru |
kuse ni |
hen ne |
|
allJ |
prettyJ |
isJ |
|
withJ |
singingJ |
even thoughJ |
strange, isn't itJ |
J |
| “You’re all beautiful” funny how they sing that |
| 不安定 |
だ |
世界 |
|
更新されていく |
| unstableJ |
isJ |
the worldJ |
|
constantly updatedJ |
J |
| Unstable world, always updating |
| 1日 |
で |
消えてしまう |
アレ |
みたい |
| ichinichi |
de |
kiete shimau |
are |
mitai |
| one dayJ |
inJ |
disappearsJ |
that thingJ |
sort ofJ |
J |
| Like a story that vanishes in a single day |
| まだまだ |
ずっと |
先 |
の |
明日 |
を |
考える |
暇もない |
| madamada |
zutto |
saki |
no |
ashita |
o |
kangearu |
hima mo nai |
| stillJ |
farJ |
futureJ |
'sJ |
tomorrowJ |
J |
to thinkJ |
don't even have time toJ |
J |
| I don’t even have time to think of tomorrow ahead |
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| あの子 |
の |
真似して |
髪 |
切って |
| ano ko |
no |
mane shite |
kami |
kitte |
| that girlJ |
'sJ |
copyingJ |
hairJ |
cutJ |
J |
| Cut my hair to copy her style |
| あの子 |
と |
同じ |
リップ |
塗って |
| ano ko |
to |
onaji |
rippu |
nutte |
| that girlJ |
alsoJ |
sameJ |
lip(stick)J |
puttingJ |
J |
| Painted my lips the same shade she wears |
| なりたい自分 |
なんて |
もん |
は |
|
お前ら |
が |
捨てた |
| naritai jibun |
nante |
mon |
wa |
|
omaera |
ga |
suteta |
| the one I want to beJ |
thatJ |
thingJ |
J |
|
all of youJ |
J |
threw awayJ |
J |
| That “self I want to be”? You all threw it away |
| あの子 |
と |
一緒にはしない |
よ |
| ano ko |
to |
issho ni wa shinai |
yo |
| that girlJ |
withJ |
don't put me in withJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| But don’t you dare compare me with her |
| 下位互換 |
にすらなれない |
よ |
| kai gokan |
ni sura narenai |
yo |
| inferior versionJ |
can't even becomeJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I can’t even be her second-rate copy |
| なんで |
なんで |
なんで |
なんで |
なんで |
| nande |
nande |
nande |
nande |
nande |
| whyJ |
whyJ |
whyJ |
whyJ |
whyJ |
J |
| Why, why, why, why, why...? |
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| 目 |
を |
閉じて |
見つけた |
の |
が |
| me |
o |
tojite |
mitsuketa |
no |
ga |
| eyesJ |
J |
closeJ |
foundJ |
J |
J |
J |
| Close your eyes and if someone’s there |
| 私 |
でありますように |
って |
| watashi |
de arimasu you ni |
tte |
| meJ |
may it beJ |
J |
J |
| I wish the one you find is me |
| まだ |
思ってしまう |
よ |
| mada |
omotte shimau |
yo |
| stillJ |
end up thinking (of)J |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I still can’t help but wish for that |
|
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| 不完全 |
な |
世界 |
|
完全 |
な |
依存 |
| fukanzen |
na |
sekai |
|
kanzen |
na |
izon |
| imperfectJ |
J |
worldJ |
|
perfectJ |
J |
addictionJ |
J |
| An imperfect world, a perfect dependence |
| 泥まみれ |
で |
生きていたい |
わ |
| doro manire |
de |
ikiteitai |
wa |
| covered in mubJ |
J |
I want to liveJ |
(emphasis)J |
J |
| I want to live, even if I’m covered in mud |
| それ |
を |
綺麗 |
だ |
と |
笑って |
| sore |
o |
kirei |
da |
to |
waratte |
| thatJ |
J |
pretryJ |
isJ |
atJ |
laughJ |
J |
| Laugh at it, call it beautiful |
| まだまだ |
先 |
の |
未来 |
だって |
終わらせてやらない |
| madamada |
saki |
no |
mirai |
datte |
owarasete yaranai |
| stillJ |
aheadJ |
'sJ |
futureJ |
butJ |
I won't let it endJ |
J |
| And I won’t let this faraway future end just yet |
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